grown up.

another year about to end and I'm all set to face it.. i really don't get it during this 3 months i never failed to wake up early on the 9th.. i think there's something wrong with me or something.. a loud alarm clock planted in my brain or something.. i slept at 4am yesterday and woke at 8.30am. only 4 hours of sleep.. WTF rite.. for the first time i top-up my prepaid card just a few mins ago.. its like Ermm.. 1 an a half months since i got credits in my prepaid card i guess.. oh started using prepaid cause my father was having trouble with his job.. not that he lost his job or anything.. he was played out again by his workers.. i forgot how much he needed to pay.. i think around 40k or more. not that sure.. struggles thru everything my family and i.. bills can't be paid, this and that, that and this.. one thing about my father, he is solid as a rock.. nothing can pass him.. that's the annoying part.. everyone except my father wants to move out of this house. currently still at east coast. they say your home is your HEAVEN, but for my case, its like HELL.. always never felt like going home.. I'll always delay my trip back home.. but one other problem is my house at pasir ris.. it's a dumb i tell you.. the smell if fucked up.. wanting to renovate that bloody house for like 2 months now by my father didn't want to do anything.. fuck that.. shall updated later.. going out with my mother today.. buying books and stuff.. promoted to sec 4/3.. like finally.. how i wish to say goodbye to this school.. later..

AziM